Awe, shucks …

Guest Post by Willis Eschenbach

Wintertime was magic when I was a kid. When the snow came, it transformed our world. It turned the forest that surrounded our ranch into an infinity of marvels, mysteries and delights. We could track the animals and follow their secret ways. We didn’t get a lot of snow, most years there wasn’t enough to dig tunnels even for kids on their stomachs. Every few years, though, we’d get two or three feet of snow that would stick. Then we would build the tunnels, sliding and pulling ourselves through them on our stomachs like demented penguins.

What I remember most about those snow tunnels was the color. It was an icy blue that only lived one place in my experience, in the snow tunnels. That color had a strange fascination for me, it was a source of some strange wintry warmth that could only be produced by the weather. Nothing else on my planet had that same color, nowhere was there that same icy blue as the snow tunnels. Even today, I get the shivers thinking of it.

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Over at Judith Curry’s excellent and perennially interesting blog, there’s a discussion about what makes for a good scientist. One thing that has always pushed me to search for scientific explanations has been my never-ending awe at the size and the power and the endless varieties of weather around the world. I always find myself asking, how do they do that? What mechanisms explain that? How is that possible?

One of my first experiences of this kind of awe was at something I’ve never seen described anywhere since. That’s what got me thinking about the winter.

Near where I grew up, there was something called the “German ditch”, which exists to this day. It was dug by hand, maybe around the turn of the last century, by the early German immigrants. It brought water from a noble watercourse yclept “Atkins Creek” to a whole string of ranches along the lower hillsides. It was maintained by the collective labor of those who benefitted from the water, on the eponymously named “Ditch Day” which occurred once a year, or more as necessary. It picked off water from the creek and brought it in the ditch, which up at the head was maybe three feet wide and two feet deep (.9 m x .6 m), for some miles along the ridge.

Along the way, there was another creek that the German ditch had to cross over. It was spanned by a wooden framework holding up a wooden channel of about the same dimensions as the ditch. It was a lovely piece of work, all hand-done back in the day, with notches and mortice-and-tenon joints in the framework. At places, it was maybe twenty feet (6m) down to the creek below.

And of course, it leaked some. Not a lot, it was kept up, but some, as such wooden sluices are wont to do. Now, I used to like to walk the forest when I was a kid. And so on one very, very cold winter morning, somehow I ended some miles from home, up at the wooden aqueduct where the German ditch was dripping water. I had to walk through new snow to get there, and everywhere I looked it was that blinding white. Dark glasses? We’d never heard of them.

When I got there, I looked around. Where the sun was striking at the bottom of the framework holding up the aqueduct, I saw the most astounding, coruscating, vibrant, refulgent, wildly alive rainbow of light and color I had encountered in my young life. It was like the illustrations of the pirates’ chests in the books I loved to read, chests full of real jewels, gems I’d never seen with names like rubies and emeralds and sapphires, with light that comes blazing out in all colors when you lift up the lid of the chest. But this was for real! I was stunned. I remember just standing there, entranced, amazed that nature could be so full of wonders.

When I climbed down to the bottom, to my great surprise I found a conical pile of ice, from the drips from the German ditch. It had grown up to maybe waist height. At the top of the conical pile of ice, there was a hollowed-out ice bowl. And to my amazement, the ice bowl was full to the brim with loose ice marbles. The marbles were of various sizes, most about the size of the marbles we played with in the summer, some as large as the “aggies”, the larger shooter marbles we used. But these marbles were all made of ice. And I could pick up handfuls of them.

I watched, astonished. After a while, I figured out the reason that the ice marbles were loose was that every time a splash of water came down from the aqueduct above, it was strong enough to move the loose marbles around. That constant motion had kept them from freezing solid. At the same time, it had rounded off all of the corners of the marbles and made them into perfect spheres. It was also what was responsible for the shimmering, changing light—as the sun hit the moving ice marbles, it was broken into a thousand colored shards and spun in all directions. And even when the ice marbles weren’t moving the water was dripping down them and refracting the sunlight in changing ways. I saw how the conical pile of ice had been built up out of marbles that had spilled out of the bowl and frozen solid and gradually built up to waist height. I could not have been more gobsmacked. I walked away half in a trance, stunned by what I had seen.

I bring this up and I write about it for a simple reason—to recapture the energy bound up in that sense of childlike awe at the untold mysteries of the weather. I believe that for everyone studying the weather, there must have been some such sense of wonderment that started them on the path of scientific discovery. Sadly, far too many of us, including myself, often lose that sense of merry wonderment and infantile amusement at the antics of the weather. In the tropics, to keep the feeling alive, I’d go out in the pouring rain and laugh and jump at the thunderclaps. My mad mate Mike taught me to do that, to dance and cavort in my lava-lava at midnight with the raging thunderstorm tossing lightning around the sky.

I once walked out into the face of a cyclone (a southern hemisphere hurricane). Can’t remember the cyclone’s name, it was in Fiji. I was living up on a hill, it was blowing 70 knots and gusting above that. First I tried going out with no protection, but I couldn’t look upwind, the rain just bulleted my face and any exposed skin, it was unbearable. Plus when I opened my mouth to breathe, the hurricane wind just filled my lungs up.

So I went back inside and reconsidered, and I got out my dive gear. I put on my dive mask, and I put on my snorkel. I put on my parka and pulled the hood down around my face mask. I got out and put on my long pants that I never wore in the tropics, and I went back outside. Then, at least, I could face into the wind. It was all I could do to walk out on the hill, I had to lean at a steep angle. I’m sure I looked a right lunatic, with my parka and my mask and snorkel, nothing of my face exposed. But I could see, and I could breathe.

When I got up on the hill, I saw an amazing sight, the kind of sight to loosen the bowels of a sailor. The moon was out so there was some light under the clouds. I could see far out across Suva Harbour. The sea had risen up, the waves were coming over the reef that normally protected the Harbour. Only somewhat impeded, they rushed across the harbor and were breaking down at the foot of the hill where I stood. The whole of Suva Harbour, normally a placid blue lake, was nothing but wave after wave after breaking wave. Boats were jerking around on their moorings like crazed horses, rearing and plunging. Around me buildings were losing roofs, and coconut palms were losing heavy fronds that were picked up and tossed about.

The thing I remember feeling most at that time? Other than feeling really, really glad I was on solid ground and not at sea, no matter how big the boat?

Totally insignificant. Nothing that I could say or do, nothing that anyone or any group could say or do, would make the slightest difference to the scene unfolding below me. A ship was drifting ashore, to hit where it would hit. My sailor’s soul wept to see it go, it meant heartbreak for the owners. Telephone wires were keening for the loss on all sides. I went back inside, feeling somewhat like the little bird that picks the crocodile’s teeth …

That’s what I lose too often, and what I don’t want to lose, that feeling of curiosity-filled wonderment and total insignificance in the face of the magical marvels of weather, because I think a sense of awe is a crucial ingredient in what makes a good scientist.

w.

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Luther Wu
December 29, 2012 9:13 am

Roger Carr says:
December 29, 2012 at 4:14 am
This guy had the Willis in him:
Norman Joseph Woodland, co-inventor of the barcode that labels nearly every product in stores worldwide, has died aged 91.
One day he drew Morse dots and dashes as he sat on the beach and absent-mindedly left his fingers in the sand where they traced a series of parallel lines.
”It was a moment of inspiration. Instead of dots and dashes I can have thick and thin bars’,” (his daughter) Susan Woodland said.
___________________
The fellow who came up with Velcro was similarly inspired, as well as the fellow who invented…
such is the history of mankind’s innovations.
Innovation is honest science.
Innovation proceeds from observed reality.

Don Monfort
December 29, 2012 1:46 pm

Willis,
You are confused, Willis. I did not say that you expected universal fawning adoration. I wasn’t talking to you. I was responding to the clown, who suggested that I should not express my opinion.
I like your writing. I said above that this current post is a “nice essay”. Maybe that was too faint praise, short on content and clarity.
“Self-importance is best kept to one’s self.” Another way of saying it can be unseemly to toot your own horn. But I am just an old ranger (not cowboy, airborne) and I could be wrong, on that and many other things.
Bottom line, you have turned a nice experience into doo-doo for some of us. No doubt very few, but still some. And you have given your inconsequential clown friend jae another opportunity to tell his mom that he has gotten under the skin of the famous Willis E.
Now I will give you the last 500 words. I have better things to do.

Lady in Red
December 29, 2012 6:14 pm

Good night, Willis.
Ask your ex-fiancee: stroke my cheek tonight, dear. Remind me. It’s all ok.
….Lady in Red

markx
December 29, 2012 7:25 pm

Don Monfort says: December 29, 2012 at 7:48 am
“….markx,…..Let me guess. The people you are talking about are those whose opinions differ from your own……I am sorry that my less than complete fawning adoration for everything Willis says upsets you….”
No, no, Don, not at all. Just giving you little heads up that sometimes personal opinions are best not unnecessarily aired, simply out of good manners.
And yeah, I’m not sure if it I’d call it fawning adoration, but even though I have never met Willis, I do sort of like the guy.
Might be having some similarly shared experiences. My mind goes back to my early years of living on a farm in a mountainous area with tens of thousands of hectares of forest I could ramble through. And perhaps the few years I spent as a builders’/brickies’/concreter labourer. (Man, I loved the hard physical work I could do then.. and never realized how fit and strong I was!).

Roger Carr
December 29, 2012 7:34 pm

Viv Evans said at 4:41 am (29th): “… Didn’t matter if it was sheep playing (yes, they do)”
     Delighted to read that, Viv, having watched groups of young lambs “racing” in natural saucers (much like little veladromes) on the slopes of a paddock (field).
     There was no compelling reason for this (and groups repeated it often), just an apparent joy in the stretching of fit young muscles in a structured environment.
     It has always seemed improbable that animals were “playing” in such an organised manner; but your short “yes, they do” is a form of confirmation which adds to my pondering of their returning to the saucers and not simply just running in circles on the open paddock.

u.k.(us)
December 29, 2012 8:51 pm

After 49 days at sea (single sailor), they are nearing the Horn, icebergs (or remnents) are forecast in their path:
http://www.vendeeglobe.org/en/

McComber
December 29, 2012 9:27 pm

Willis,
Thanks so much for your essay. This is my second time back so that I could enjoy more of the responses as others shared their ‘awe, shucks’ moments. I spent a portion of my youth about 10 miles from your ranch, near Little Cow creek. We lived for a time in a 20’X40′ cabin on what was left of my great-grandfather’s second homestead. I too had the experience of two room schools and living in the woods to stare in wonder at the revelations that were to be found every day for those who could just open their eyes and really see. From the fascination of a wooden flume, still in use from the days when it was built to power a sawmill, to noticing that one dog always grabbed the head of the skunk when the fight started, to looking for the remnants left behind by those who had been on the land before we came along. I still remember the wonder of standing outside the cabin as big snow flakes cascaded from the sky. Not so odd. But what made it memorable was the thunder. The clouds were so thick that there was no hint of lightning. But for the first and only time in my life I experienced a thunder snow storm. Unforgettable. Thanks for bringing back some memories.
pbh

markx
December 29, 2012 9:46 pm

Restless Farewell – Bob Dylan (last two verses) …seems apt:
Oh, ev’ry thought that’s strung a knot in my mind
I might go insane if it couldn’t be sprung
But it’s not to stand naked under unknowin’ eyes
It’s for myself and my friends my stories are sung
But the time ain’t tall, yet on time you depend
And no word is possessed by no special friend
And though the line is cut
It ain’t quite the end
I’ll just bid farewell till we meet again
Oh a false clock tries to tick out my time
To disgrace, distract, and bother me
And the dirt of gossip blows into my face
And the dust of rumors covers me
But if the arrow is straight
And the point is slick
It can pierce through dust no matter how thick
So I’ll make my stand
And remain as I am
And bid farewell and not give a damn
Read more: http://www.bobdylan.com/us/songs#ixzz2GVl6vjfq

December 29, 2012 9:59 pm

Something fun about snow tunnels and igloos: 2 fun items!
1: Snow is a good thermal insulator. With some winter outerwear, even
only a little, it’s easy to be warm in a snow tunnel or an igloo. Please
consider that Inuit were able to reproduce, probably in igloos.
They may have used makeshift rugs and bedsheets, possibly they even
partially clothed their bodies for activities often done by others when they
are naked.
2: Snow is a good acoustic insulator. Snow makes things quieter.
Then-again, I have heard of an Inuit practice of lighting a candle in an
igloo, to melt its inner surface – and afterwards, let the melted inner
surface refreeze into a glaze of ice. That makes the igloo stronger.
And, I expect that hard icy interior glaze to be largely reverberant, as
opposed to the sound-deadening aspect of snow. (Less-badly-so if the
floor of the igloo is unglazed snow or better-still rugged with animal furs.)

Don Monfort
December 29, 2012 10:08 pm

Looks like more than 500 words, cowboy. You really got a burr under your saddle. Nobody said that you are doing it all wrong. A couple of us offered some mild, constructive criticism on your overreaction to that varmint jae’s inconsequential comment. But you got to blow it up and make a spectacle of yourself. You are a big baby, Willis. That’s why Mosher doesn’t like you anymore. Get a grip on yourself.
I hope you don’t get really mad and turn that flaming torch on me. I had enough of that rough stuff, during my time in the real wars.
I am out of this now, really. Unless you go off the deep end and start talking about my momma.
You should have your therapist read this thread.

Ed_B
December 30, 2012 7:51 am

W.. that was really the best ‘last word’ I’ve ever read. If I were at a bar with you I would offer you a drink.. heres to you.. an amazing wordsmith!
And yes, I agree that maintaining some semblance of blog coherence in an open forum like WUWT requires the schoooling of many a troll. I know that I do not have the talents to do it. So please hang in there, as you are one heck of a natural scientist. You amaze me.

u.k.(us)
December 30, 2012 11:44 am

I finally teased a reply out of Willis.
Even if, it was my only comment worthy of reply, it still happened.
Onward!

December 31, 2012 9:37 am

Donald L. Klepstein:
The Inuit often had more permanent shelters than igloos, probably animal skins over whale ribs (precursor to modern tents).
Igloos were more of a temporary shelter, relatively easy to make for overnight shelter (if snow was good – drifted snow works well, out in the open with some variation in terrain or with ice ridges there’d be drifting though not a huge depth of snow as source). I don’t know about partly melted snow which would have a hard crust but not necessarily cohesive depth, icing on the inside of the igloo would help if you could get one erected.
I don’t know if they planned their procreation so the baby was born in early spring. They usually had food in winter in the form of sea mammals.

Chris R.
December 31, 2012 9:38 am

My love for science has always been driven by my sense of awe at
the wondrous nature of our universe. I have read Willis’ story, and
the comments of many who have shared their own moments of
transcendent awe, with recognition from moments in my life that
have stoked up that same sense of awe.
To those–usually English majors–who have said to me in the past
that: “….describing something in an equation takes all the magic
out of it …”, I have developed a standard comeback. This standard
comeback? “Being able to scientifically describe the phenomenon
that you call ‘magical’ only increases the wonder
of it. For, if you add to the aesthetic appreciation of that phenomenon,
and the feeling of luck to have been able see it, the intellectual appreciation
for just how it has been shaped by nature and how all of the various
laws of physics cooperated to produce this spectacle, your sense of
just how ‘magical’ it is can only be increased.”

December 31, 2012 9:40 am

Similarly tribal people to the south had portable and more permanent abodes. Teepees were used by some, the long poles used as crude sleds (rest one end on shoulders, or on horse once the Spanish introduced those), other portables were used as well. More permanent structures may have been partly sunken, using various materials including animal skins, sod, and cedar planks (split trees).

Rational Persuader
December 31, 2012 10:47 am

I say even “Lady in Red” is way off base.
Does she expect your story of what you did, when by yourself, should be written like “The person featured in this story stood in awe of the scene….”?
Some people have no sense!
Notice the subtle mis-representation in “I am sorry that my less than complete fawning adoration for everything Willis does upsets you.” and the blatent mis-representation “The people you are talking about are those with opinions differ from your own.”
The tactics of a con artist.
Willis, you are wasting your time trying to respond to the jerks.
What you and the decent people herein might think about is why people are attacking you (as different from on-target critique of your technical work in other threads).
Perhaps it is akin to the “tall poppy syndrome”, perhaps just plain envy.

Brian H
January 1, 2013 9:48 pm

Now we know where you first lost your marbles!
;p
😀

Brian H
January 1, 2013 11:26 pm

Lady in Red says:
December 29, 2012 at 5:29 am
Willis…. I’m sorry. I did not know the “jae backstory.”

In future, I’d suggest ignoring him. Or, if you must, something simple and dismissive, implying your backstory history.

How about: “You, again?”
Willis;
Effective troll-smacking is indeed necessary work. Otherwise a troll-feeding thread highjack is a near certainty. It’s what they post for, after all.
The OP is necessarily the best one to do it, and keep it within bounds. Otherwise “off-topic” is the least of what happens to the thread and discussion of its message. “Flame war” comes closer.

Alice Cheshire
January 2, 2013 6:25 am

Brian H: Perhaps the same method used to discourage phone solicitors: just keep asking questions until they hang up. After all, the goal is to disrupt. Keep repeating the on-topic questions and comments over and over. (It’s okay if “they” read this–trolls have a compulsion and will continue even when outed.)

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